Posts Tagged ‘Sad’

I need the sharpest of knives to slice this epidermal anomaly from the trappings of my weak and aging bodyDeep slices to the elbows, slow and tender slices to the kneesplease scratch my legs until they bleed, thank you pleasethis betrayal of skin, the most hideous part of meis a possession of the worst kind,an [...]

I have no clue as to where the year went but it went and here we are.As you embark on many new journeys and adventures, I wish all of you peace and much love in the coming year.2010 holds many things, some expected and some not so much.What the year holds for me is anyone’s [...]

1,001 words

Posted: 16th December 2009 by ~m in Imagine, Internet, Just Pictures, Life, Sad, Ugly, Wrong, not funny
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Poverty.
In two words, it sucks.
I was quite moved by this picture.

Gethsemane

Posted: 16th November 2009 by ~m in Forever, God, Life, Personal, Poetry, Sad, Time, Truth, blood, dancing, dark, questions
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Deep inside this garden of souls lies the bones of a lifetime drowning in half-truths,
Of long and slowly forgotten days that were sadly beyond repair,
Of nights not unlike the darkest side of the moon
A few insignificant touches of the brush would be all that it took,
to make life go on as she thought that it [...]

This poor little robot is so very much like me.
{sigh . . . }
Almost there, almost there, almost there . . .
Turn up the volume and grab a warm and soothing cup of something
and click ‘play’.

No.6221

Posted: 1st September 2009 by ~m in Imagine, Life, Personal, Sad, dark
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Maybe my heart is too much
in the way of things these days;
never really knowing what’s right . . .
definitely knowing what’s wrong; helpless is a desperate place sometimes
games people play can be an infinitesimal but necessary hell,
and one wrong turn towards Resolution Blvd pushes up
moments of raw truth, rendered into meaningless years of false faces,
ending [...]

Sarah and I went to visit my father yesterday to feed him lunch and sit with him for a while.
Lately, he’s been overly emotional for reasons I may never be privy to.
The minute he saw us, he broke down completely.
I feel terrible saying it but I’ve almost gotten used to it now.
I had to.
My empathy [...]

Sunshine

Posted: 26th June 2009 by ~m in Life, Personal, Sad, Truth, blues, dark, storms, writing
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He was walking in the morning, Sunshine
a green and red pizza-sliced umbrella hung over his head
like a clown’s frown
He was neither here nor there but anywhere was better than his here and now
With a grey rag wool cap on his head and
a scratched up pair of $3.99 Aviator sunglasses covering his tired and muddy eyes,
he [...]

There are days when my eyes open on the world and I see things as they are.
I notice the difference immediately because most days my vision is subconsciously selective;
I see the things the way I want to see them.
Today, I saw sadness.
I know, big surprise, huh?
On my way to lunch I saw a woman sitting [...]

I follow many people on Twitter and one of them is the writer Jonathan Carroll.
Although most of his tweets are of quotes and interesting life observations he
occasionally will post a link to a website he’s found that interests him.
Being a big JC fan I inevitably follow his links.
I consider Carroll to be an incredibly creative [...]