It is during this time of the year that I generally go into an emotional cocoon;
my own kind of hibernation and self preservation mode.
December 1st until January 2nd, my internal sensors (censors) go into a Lockdown setting.
Life is hectic, loud and screaming with white and pink noise.
I need a celestial graphic EQ (equalizer) to take [...]
Posts Tagged ‘Dreams’
Cross
Posted: 7th December 2009 by ~m in Christmas, Cool Sites, Dreams, God, Holidays, Life, Personal, PhoBlogs, Sleep, Truth, dark, hope, prayer, questions, wishesTags: Amanda Lucier, Christmas, Dreams, God, hope, Love, photos, The Cross
Sleeping the Hemingway
Posted: 3rd June 2009 by ~m in Creative, Dreams, Sleep, amazing, darkTags: Dreams, Life, Sleep, thoughts
There is a speck of truth to this Hemingway quote for yours truly.
I’m thinking for everyone else as well.
I do love my sleep and the thought of turning off the invisible faucet still dripping with the miscommunications and shortfalls of the day now past me.
Maybe it’s no surprise that tomorrow is only accessible by passing through
the mysterious and stygian gates of slumber.
The world of all things nocturnal has always held a strange fascination with me.
I’ve found that when I write a fair amount of memoir during the day, my dreamworld is filled with
many things, some good and some not so good.
I searched the net and found some incredible facts regarding sleep . . .
Jasper Dreams
Posted: 23rd April 2009 by ~m in Baseball, Cigars, Dreams, Family, Life, Love, Memoir, Old Days, Personal, Truth, alzheimer's disease, blues, chances, clothingTags: Alzheimers, Dreams, Family, Life, Love, Memoir, memories, Time
My father’s dresser stood roughly 5′ high and was made of a dark striped mahogany.
The handles were brushed bronze and made an interesting ‘clink’ after drawer was opened.
The most interesting thing was an item sitting on top of it;
a cast iron piggy bank that weighed about 3 lbs. with a lock on the underside of [...]
Wysteria
Posted: 8th October 2008 by ~m in Dreams, Ghosts, Insomnia, Life, Personal, dark, flash fiction, storms, weather, womenTags: almost fiction, Deep thoughts, Dreams, Life, night, nightmares, sounds, women, Wysteria
I can see her from my bedroom window on some of the warm and humid summer nights.
She stands motionless bathed in a slice of cobalt blue moonlight, staring up at me, waiting, wanting, needing something my lethargic mind can’t quite comprehend.
Whispers crawl around my bedroom floor rising to my waiting ears, words that have no [...]
Apple, Pickler and Parmesan
Posted: 23rd June 2008 by ~m in Dreams, Humor, Life, Or not, Sleep, Truth, chances, sexy, weird, womenTags: Dreams, Food, Gwyneth Paltrow, Kelli Pickler, parmesan, weird
For two nights in a row I’ve dreamed of Gwyneth Paltrow.
No rhyme, no reason.
Maybe it’s the part of my brain still coming down from my Kelli Pickler fantasies.
Now the strangest part is that me and Gwyneth are in Grand Central Station in New York and she’s trying to buy a ticket.
I keep trying to get [...]
Our Wish
Posted: 1st May 2008 by ~m in Family, Life, Love, Music, TruthTags: country music, Dreams, Family, Love, Music, YouTube
Mom and I love you, Doc
Keep the faith . . .
Zero for Zooz
Posted: 31st March 2008 by ~m in Dreams, Headphones, Insomnia, Jazz music, Mingus, Music, Personal, Sleep, weirdTags: Dreams, Insomnia, my mind on Charlie Mingus, Sleep, thoughts
Late night, Duke Street
the wet cobblestones shine and sparkle, bubble and squeak; and the dense fog rolls in
the clock tower chimes twelve
And it’s Zero for Zooz
Westminster.
Late night, Duke Street
the gauzy moon bleeds and drips, gaslights burn
and gossamer sheets of a hazy white sift through
the inimical clouds of night
the clock tower chimes three
And it’s [...]
5 Miles to Vandmere
Posted: 20th March 2008 by ~m in Dreams, Life, Personal, Sleep, the Cosmos, weirdTags: beaches, Dreams, existential weirdness, sand, strange, Vandmere
I’m sitting cross-legged on a mysterious and deserted beach with nothing but the sound of the incoming tide.
The ocean is dark, brooding and occasionally offers up a glimpse of a dying whitecap. There’s a slight breeze but for the life of me I can’t tell if it’s warm or cool, it just is.
The full moon [...]

