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In the beginning,[find]the path of least resistance[because]God can forget too . . .
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Archive for the ‘God’ Category
God forgets
Posted: 10th March 2010 by ~m in God, Life, alzheimer's disease, blood, dark, fathers and daughters, haikuTags: advice, alzheimer's disease, fathers, Life, Love, white lies
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12
Posted: 8th February 2010 by ~m in God, Life, Personal, deep thought, not funny, questionsTags: darkroom, death, Deep thoughts, Life
In the deafening silence of 12I stare into the shiny anthracite eyes of midnight and wonder aboutthe pointlessness of it all;the means to an end, the ying and yang of it all, black splashes of time that seem toebb and flowwashing away the truths I once knew, an innocence I once possessed, a faith that [...]
Supernatural Jenna
Posted: 6th February 2010 by ~m in Angels, Babies, Birthdays, Forever, God, Kids, Life, Love, Pamela, Personal, Supernatural, Team Winchester, Truth, amazing, blood, fathers and daughters, womenTags: 20, Birthdays, daughters, Dean Winchester, Life, Love, Super Bowl, Supernatural
It was 20 years ago tonight that my wife elbowed me at 1:30 in the morning saying, “My water just broke. Get some sleep.”Get some sleep?Yeah, right.I called Pamela’s mom and told her to come over immediately (to watch a sleeping 3 year-old Sarah) and it wasn’t soon after that we were changed and in [...]
Bleeker Street
Posted: 26th January 2010 by ~m in Family, Forever, God, Life, Love, Personal, Sad, Truth, Wrong, alzheimer's disease, blues, darkTags: alzheimer's disease, Dad, Deep thoughts, God, Love, prayer
He stares blindly out the window of another night down on Bleeker Street, where nothing seem to change except a world gone mad.He exists.I exist.I go to him, touch his shoulder feeling the quivering bone underneath my handbut he doesn’t move, nobody is home it seems.As I bend to kiss his forehead, I think back [...]
Comments (not forgotten!)
Posted: 24th January 2010 by ~m in Blogging, Dreams, God, Internet, Life, Personal, SadTags: Blogging, comments, Life, Time, visitors
A dear friend has asked that I please reply to my recent comments.I looked and realized that the last comment I replied to was from Lynn on January, 3 of this year.God, I’ve been terrible. Can you folks ever forgive me?I am going to answer each and every comment starting tonight.I just won’t finish tonight, [...]
Epic Fail
Posted: 10th January 2010 by ~m in Football, God, Guinness, Life, Patriots, Sad, health, hope, not funny, turkeyTags: epic fail, Football, NEPatriots, NFL
Ravens 33
Patriots 14
The first quarter was enough to make me gorge a bucket of maggots.Did I swear?HellsYeah.There’s always next year, I guess . . .Wes, we missed you
Twins
Posted: 9th January 2010 by ~m in Birthdays, Family, God, Imagine, Life, Love, Personal, twinsTags: birthday, Love, sisters, twins
Hearts entwined Twenty fingers, twenty toes, two sweet babies with cheeks of rose. Born on the same day, two gifts from above, lives entwined, two babies to love. ~Author Unknown
Happy Birthday to my twin . . . Love ya m~
Churchbell
Posted: 5th January 2010 by ~m in Dreams, Family, God, Irish, Life, Personal, Sad, alzheimer's disease, blues, chances, dark, empty, health, hero, prayerTags: alzheimer's disease, fathers, goodbyes, hate, inevitable, Life, Love
Off in a not too distant somewhere, I hear the shimmering sound of church bells.Melancholy yet beautiful, their dissonance fills the night air with a longing, a void filled, an endless possibility. Dark grey clouds move low across the sky saturated with change; change of the heart and mind, soul and body, a chasm of [...]
Have yourself a Merry Little Christmas
Posted: 21st December 2009 by ~m in Blogging, Christmas, Friends, God, Life, Music, Personal, Sacred, Santa, Truth, YouTube, prayer, wishesTags: Chrissie Hynde, Christmas, have yourself a merry little Christmas, Music, Pretenders, Video
After I hit the ‘publish’ button on this post I will be away
from the blog I so love for a little bit.
I have so many wonderful things to cook for the holidays over the next few days
that I will have no time to sit down and visit here.
I want to wish each and every person [...]
Stop
Posted: 15th December 2009 by ~m in Family, Food, Forever, God, Life, Memoir, Personal, Rants, Sad, alzheimer's disease, blues, dark, empty, fuck thisTags: alzheimer's disease, sadness, signs
Maybe it’s a sign of survival, of anguish,
of the frightening realization that mortality does exist in the deepest recesses of the mind.
Maybe it’s a sign that everything is still changing,
still in that near frozen state of flux . . .
For him, for me, for the four walls that still imprison him,
for a world that looks [...]