I need the sharpest of knives to slice this epidermal anomaly from the trappings of my weak and aging bodyDeep slices to the elbows, slow and tender slices to the kneesplease scratch my legs until they bleed, thank you pleasethis betrayal of skin, the most hideous part of meis a possession of the worst kind,an [...]
Archive for the ‘eye dew’ Category
scarlet letter
Posted: 21st January 2010 by ~m in Personal, Sad, Truth, Ugly, blood, dark, eye dew, fuck this, health, hope, not funny, weird, writingTags: health, hope, P, pain, psoriasis, Sad, wishes
I always cry at Christmas
Posted: 2nd December 2009 by ~m in Christmas, Creative, CyberJazz, Holidays, Itunes, Music, Personal, Truth, Video, YouTube, amazing, eye dew, heroTags: Christmas, Music, pages, Richard Page, Video, YouTube
I have followed Richard Page for almost his entire career.
From ‘Pages’ and ‘Mr. Mister’ to all the background vocals he’s done over the years.
Who is Richard Page?
You have heard him before.
Trust me.
Click here.
Click here.
Click here.
An amazing musician that never got the recognition I think he truly deserved.
Such is the fickle nature of the music business.
Please [...]
Reach
Posted: 20th October 2009 by ~m in Creative, Internet, Life, Personal, Sad, Truth, Video, YouTube, chances, dark, empty, eye dew, fuck this, technologyTags: dark, endings, robot, Sad, technology, you tube
This poor little robot is so very much like me.
{sigh . . . }
Almost there, almost there, almost there . . .
Turn up the volume and grab a warm and soothing cup of something
and click ‘play’.
Communion
Posted: 13th August 2009 by ~m in Beer, Family, Food, God, Life, Love, Memoir, Personal, Red Sox, Sacred, Sad, Truth, blues, eye dew, fathers and daughters, hero, hope, prayer, wishesTags: Alzheimers, communion, Dad, Food, Love, Memoir, Sad
Sarah and I went to visit my father yesterday to feed him lunch and sit with him for a while.
Lately, he’s been overly emotional for reasons I may never be privy to.
The minute he saw us, he broke down completely.
I feel terrible saying it but I’ve almost gotten used to it now.
I had to.
My empathy [...]
Akubra
Posted: 10th August 2009 by ~m in Akubra Hats, Australia, Cape Cod, Family, Food, Friends, Imagine, Internet, Life, Memoir, Personal, Truth, eye dew, the CosmosTags: Akubra, Australia, Family, freinds, gifts, Life, Love, Truth
One night at the Cape all of us went to Baxter’s in Hyannis for dinner.
It was a beautiful night as we sat watching the ferries come and go in the harbour.
Not sure what everyone ordered to eat but no one was talking and I’m assuming it was all good.
I do remember that Mark got an [...]
Bluebird
Posted: 11th July 2009 by ~m in Angels, Family, Friends, God, Imagine, Life, Love, Music, Personal, Sad, blues, eye dewTags: always there, God, light, Love, Music, sadness
For Elizabeth & Sara and their favorite angel, fast asleep . . .
Letter to Papa
Posted: 19th June 2009 by ~m in Dreams, Family, Irish, Life, Love, Personal, Sad, Shaving, Truth, alzheimer's disease, eye dew, fathers and daughters, hope, prayer, wishesTags: alzheimer's disease, Family, Father's Day, fathers, Life, Love
Dear Dad,
I know you’ll never read this but I wanted to take a few minutes
and tell the world how very much you mean to me and Maureen.
We miss so many things about you; your laugh, your smile, your once bright eyes,
the way you used to drive Mom nuts whenever you tried to sing,
how proud you [...]
Moving the World
Posted: 19th May 2009 by ~m in Babies, Cigars, Family, Food, Holidays, Life, Love, Personal, Sad, chances, eye dew, fathers and daughters, off to college, prayerTags: BBQ!, Family, Food, graduation, Love, memorial day
I will be absent from the blog until sometime next week due to our graduating college student.
It was only 4 short years ago that I posted THIS.
Where did the time go?
That said, Pamela and I are so damn proud of her we can’t tell you.
I wrote a very personal note to her that won’t make [...]

