Jul 14th
Monday

There’s a sacred moment lost somewhere between the dreamworld and my waking hours
that you are alive, still within me, heart beating, the assuring rhythm of your breath
Though the moment quickly dies, the memory of you continues to live; a complex composition of stars shining down from the heavens,
the genesis of untold galaxies,
the perpetual continuation of time as I know it

Days turn to weeks, weeks to months and the months to years and your memory continues to grow,
continues to soften, continues to go on . . .
And though my soul weeps tonight,
there’s a bitterweet solace in my heart knowing that, in the grander scheme of things,
tomorrow morning is just stolen moments away
When the lavender dawn will find you once again . . . at peace

{for Mom 7.15.2005 ~ 7.15.2008}

13 Responses

  • Deborah says:

    I’ve always appreciated the way you can capture emotion, Michael.

    Thanks, Deb.
    Came quite naturally. No surprise?
    Thanks so much for the comment.
    ~m

  • Evyl says:

    An excellent tribute. Peace my friend.


    Tanks, Evyl.
    ~m

  • Lynn says:

    What a beautiful star she is….shining oh so brightly!
    Such heartfelt writing! God Bless you and your family as you share your wonderful memories of all the special times together with your Mom!
    :-)

    Nebula?. Absolutely.
    Tanks, L
    ~m

  • Mrs. V says:

    Wonderfully expressed, and I hope it brings you comfort. (((hugs)))

    Mrs. V

    It does in a small way.
    Thanks, MrsV
    ~m

  • Red says:

    Lavender dawn . . almost as beautiful as the Woman you write about.

    I was really hoping someone would comment on “lavender dawn”.
    Thanks, Red.
    ~m

  • Grimm says:

    There will always be a bond that we share through our mothers. Awesome, emotional words my friend.

    I hear you buddy, totally hear you.
    Thanks, Grimm
    ~m

  • anonymum says:

    After this I’m sure her star shines a little brighter ~m..how could it not?
    Such a wondrous picture your words create….and a brilliant tribute….what more could a mother ask for, than a son like you my friend?

    I was literally a son of a bitch for many years but I
    like to think I kinda made up for all my fuck ups. I hope I did, anyway.
    Thanks, Moe.
    ~m

  • Simonne says:

    Beautiful, earthy writing Michael.

    Earthy? As long as you don’t call me a tree hugger, I’m good with that. :wink:
    Thanks, Sim
    ~m

  • Poetikat says:

    Lovely! Of course, I’ve never met your mother, but somehow, I feel as if we’ve just been introduced and she is someone I want to know better.

    “Lavender dawn” is an image that will remain with me.

    You have a real gift and so did she for having you.

    Kat

    She was a wonderful woman. I miss her on a daily basis.
    Thanks so much for the “lavender dawn” comment.
    I really liked that too. Not a guy kind of thing but hey, it’s how I roll. ;)
    ~m

  • klcrab says:

    She is there, in everything you do- still hearing you, loving you, encouraging you.

    beautiful words Michael-

    your comments always reach deep inside me.
    Go figure.
    Thanks, KL
    ~m

  • joanharvest says:

    That was truly beautiful. My soul weeps every night for my Mom and Dad but just for a moment and then I remember them dancing together in the living room to the Tennessee Waltz and I smile again.

    I can almost “see” your Mom and Dad.
    If I had anything to do with bringing that memory back, I am blessed.
    Thanks so much, Joan
    ~m

  • Enreal says:

    There is an essence you managed to capture in your words… they paint the scene above… your words indeed are an excellent tribute to your mother… I could have spoken them to my father who passed on 19 months tomorrow… you are blessed with words… peace and light to you

    Thanks so much.
    If I’m not mistaken, there are a few things about your Dad on your blog, yes?
    I do intend to read them. Promise.
    Thanks for the visit, Enreal
    ~m

  • Deanna says:

    Peace be with you. I am sorry about your loss, and I wish you the strength to continue to see the beauty in each day even in your grief.

    I’ll be praying.

    Prayers accepted.
    I’m blessed in so many ways.
    Still loving the Bebo tune as well . . .
    ~m

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